请再给我一点点时间

让我冷静自己

让我好好思考

让我接受事实

让我面对事实

才勇敢地继续走下去

完成我应该完成的事

Attending seniors' convocation today

Planning to take photos with few seniors before went there

But, ended up only took photo with my direct senior

Happy graduation and congratulations!!

Next year it will be my turn

Feeling lost again

Fighting

I had only one very clear target since primary school. I want to be a doctor, especially in ED. That was my answer when everyone asking about my ambition. So, I need to enter USM and further study in UK. But, I didn't achieve it. I realized it was just a dream when I knew I was weak in Biology, lack of critical thinking and also confidence. It flew away with the wind.

Feeling lost when other kept talking about their planning for future recently. "What I want?" I'm asking myself. There isn't an answer. I want to be ambitious as well. But, I just can't do it.

Being rich? Going oversea? 

Nope. All I want is a simple life with my beloved family.

Today, I found the interesting part of being a pharmacist. I was so nervous at first due to lack of experience. "What should I say to them?" I'm keep on thinking about it. Once I started with the first person and knew the proper way, I was addicted. This is my first time and I'm so thankful that there wasn't any complicated condition. I'm just wondering what will happen if he/she is an elderly or stubborn or someone with the characteristic that I can't cope with. 

 

 I should work hard in this final year and learn everything I can. Be well prepared for the future.

Before it ends

On the top of Penang, and aiming on it

FIRE!!!!!

Simple, Creative, Art

Celebration of recovering from 6-days-back pain. Hip Hip Hooray ^^

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Wow wow wow passed the day peacefully. Luckily it wasn't for me when heard the birthday song. Being blessed on the day. My lucky draw number was chosen. Yes!! Even though it wasn't a grand prize, I'm so happy to be the lucky one.

Forgot to make a wish. It had passed. T.T

Officially 22 now, but I'm still feel lost In my life, afraid of facing other and being such a coward. Used to wish time flies and I can grown up faster to see better changes on myself. Now, I still keep the same hope.

开开心心的迎接August的到来，以繁忙的生活送走August
来来回回几趟就花掉一百五。天啊！巴士票为什么你要起价？

这次的旅行让我学会了很多。
人与人之间的关系其实一点也不复杂。人也不是完美的。不是每件事情都能做得很完美，所以最重要的是适时的放开，不要太过执着。大方的人，身边的朋友总是比较多。

是大家变了，还是是我不肯改变？

Ya this two little yellow stuffs were right in front of me.

Just wonder how they bring the whole world crazy.

One can speak alien language while one with light on head.

No line up but extra meals for me.

Hmm.. I walked a lot today. 

 

Ps they were bought by me, but are not mine ^^

OMG these are the only words I can said right now. How can they overcome their fears in that short period? Really impressed by them. Touched.

Height - I do have a slight fear of it but I enjoyed the sport or activity with extreme
             height

Water - it was so helpless when you are drowning and your friend who at beside of you
             unwilling to help you. It was unsecured when nothing to hold and step on but I
             enjoyed water sport. Extremely excited when going to water theme park.

What will come to your mind when these combine become one? Yeah that's right. 

They made it even they fear of height or water or both. Salute

I wish to have a chance to overcome those fears

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Finished another book named Vanishing Act by Jodi Picoult. Knew this author through a super fan that bought a set of her books. Coincidentally found this book which is not about an ordinary love story only. The beginning and the ending part of the story are interesting but the middle part is a bit dragging.

When I was reading the synopsis, I thought Andrew Hopkins was a kidnapper who kidnapped others' daughter but surprisingly it was not like that. When the story goes further, more secrets behind the story were revealed. It was hard to judge whether he was guilty or not.

The daughter, Delia Hopkins or Bethany Matthews, has a daughter as well. She couldn't believe what had happened to her and her father didn't tell her anything in these 28 years. She tried to imagine it if everything is happened on her daughter. Felt lost in sudden and disappointed when she knew that the person she trust the most had cheated her. 

What will you feel when you remembered something bad had happened in your childhood while the kidnapping rescued you from that? So, is the kidnapping still consider as a misfortune?