I had only one very clear target since primary school. I want to be a doctor, especially in ED. That was my answer when everyone asking about my ambition. So, I need to enter USM and further study in UK. But, I didn't achieve it. I realized it was just a dream when I knew I was weak in Biology, lack of critical thinking and also confidence. It flew away with the wind.

Feeling lost when other kept talking about their planning for future recently. "What I want?" I'm asking myself. There isn't an answer. I want to be ambitious as well. But, I just can't do it.

Being rich? Going oversea? 

Nope. All I want is a simple life with my beloved family.

Today, I found the interesting part of being a pharmacist. I was so nervous at first due to lack of experience. "What should I say to them?" I'm keep on thinking about it. Once I started with the first person and knew the proper way, I was addicted. This is my first time and I'm so thankful that there wasn't any complicated condition. I'm just wondering what will happen if he/she is an elderly or stubborn or someone with the characteristic that I can't cope with. 

 

 I should work hard in this final year and learn everything I can. Be well prepared for the future.