Tuesday, April 2, 2013

This must be written down to remind myself the lesson learnt today. I'm not here to create any sensitive issue or show any irrespect to anyone. I just what to voice out my feeling for that particular situation.

When I was walking alone, two girls approaching me. I thought they wanted to ask for the directions as they didn't look like locals. Gave them a smile and listened to their question carefully. Oh they were asking for help to fill in questionnaire. I'm a kind-hearted person, definitely say yes.

"What is this questionnaire about?" "It's about bible." Opps, nevermind, continue filled the form using their ipad. And then knew that they are korean. WOW never thought there will be a chance to talk with korean. Too bad they were girls. :P

Thought everything was done after that. Who knows... "Since you studying science, we would like to show you a video." That video took about 5 minutes. I thought. What was it showing? The incredible L knew everything about few thousand years before studies or researchs were done by human. Space, earth, water cycle...

It didn't stop here. A bible was taken out. Started the lecture on the history of bible which also named Book of Job, according them. JOB? I knew Steven Job. Nope this Job is not that Job. He was a farmer,  the person who wrote the bible. He didn't know anything in the bible written by him, but all these were told by L. Simply means L asked him to wrote. This was the first time I heard it and It sounded interesting.

"Do you think God is exist?" "If I believe, then God will exist." How can I give such answer. Surprisingly, this was how she answered me. "Actually God doesn't exist. But, us make God to exist." It sounded true. "Do you believe in heaven and hell? They actually are not created or invented by the god of Buddhist or Hindu. But it was by L." This really make me pissed off. How dare you speak like that in this country? Do you want to create any sensitive issue. I should use this as excuse to stop the conversation. But, I missed the timing. Blaming my brain.

"Most of the Christian didn't know about all these information " So, do you want say that you are better than them? You are absolutely wrong. My Christian friends are  much more better than you. They sincere to their religion, treat other nicely and know how to live with other in harmony. They think before they say and act.

"We haven't told you the most important message. It is about how to go to heaven and have eternal life as we wish. This is very important. Can we meet you after your class?" "No." "Maybe tomorrow." "No." "After your holiday?" "No." "It is really important. You must meet us." In my heart and brain, I want to say, "I know the method. Just like what you said. Make sure our name are in the Book of Life and not in Book of Fire. It just as simply as that. And the most important is I don't mind where I will be after I die because I had die.It doesn't matter for me anymore."


Using so many excuses just to get away from them. Phew.. finally make it. BUT, they had my contact number. I was so stupid. How can I simply leave a my details to a stranger? ARGH

That's the end of story. I'm wonder what will happen after holiday.
Lesson learnt: Never simply show your kindness to strangers. Lean how to reject, how to say no.




Saturday, March 30, 2013

TGIF
Put aside the angriness on those bad attitude that thought they were the boss
Put aside those assignments, report, quizzes...
Having a cool nap and some work done in my second home - library
Quiet and the most important COLD
Time for dinner

完美的一顿晚餐
嘴里含着酸酸的泡菜
心里的滋味却是甜甜的
老板 你太懂我心了
^^



Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Don't force to do things that you don't like it. Do those you interested in.
But do I have a choice?

不与人比较,就发现自己其实还有很多时间。
一旦与人比较,发现自己将大祸临头。

Everyone is going to end their assignment while I haven't start to find any source of information. Won't you feel stress when seeing this?

我只想回家。我什么都不想做。可以让我自由吗?

家,为何你那么遥远?

Sunday, March 24, 2013

心情糟糕时,想起的只有这首歌。跟着歌曲一起大声哼唱、发泄。
重覆听了一遍又一遍,心就越来越痛,眼泪不停地流。
就连呼吸也觉得辛苦,但就是不愿意把耳机拿下。
从来没想过尽然有一首歌能够如此紧紧地抓着我。
这么一个难忘的夜晚。One Shot

Friday, March 22, 2013

Stories Untold

Everyone were so happy when it started to rain. Are we live in desert? @.@

Definitely, it is one of the reason that make me happy. But the main reason is ...
Tadaaa...


Finally it was here and owned by me!! All the songs are so nice.
Practice Love, The Dark Knight, One Shot... His voice and music are Amazing!



Giving up the chance of going to Big Bad Wolf, giving up the chance to enjoy Pharmnight
Just for it.
And it worth. ^^

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Last Friday, everyone was busy with make-up, hair setting while I enjoyed my sweet own time.

After that day, I will not blame anyone anymore. I felt I was so childish that always complaining how lonely I am. No one willing to stay with me, be with me, walk with me.. Who cares. It was such a stupid act. #regret

Happiness is created by yourself. Judge yourself what you want to do to make yourself happy. Don't be a silly that always putting other's first than yours. Simple and happy life is the more important than anything. Don't lose your hope and keep the faith.


Never expect i managed to shoot a photo that I wanted to. 
So-called full of feel and emotion photo.
The effect will be better if I own a DSLR. and photoshop skill.
#satisfy #happy


Sunday, March 3, 2013

Moon was right outside of the window. What does it means? Emo time...

I can't blame you that you don't know I was in bad mood. But, you just don't get what I had said.

FRIEND is a person who treat someone well everyday not only on the birthday.
FRIEND is a person do what she/he can do on the birthday, no need to be too over.
FRIEND is a person who always appreciate you, will not dump you alone.

I never expect anyone will do anything for me on my birthday. So, I assume everyone has the same thought as me. I had did what I can do as a good friend. I spend time with her, buying her favourite food.. Why I should do the same thing again just because you are not involved previously? I'm in dangerous condition. I don't have to announce to the world about the problem I'm facing. So I don't have to explain more to you. I don't wan to do anything more. That's all.

I might think too much or maybe I just like to take every small problem for so serious. But, you always make me wanna burst.

How am i going to sleep with this kind of emotion? Hoping he can make me feel better. Yes he is.
Stories Untold


Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Shocking news! I left only 200+. When will the Mr $ come in?
At least one month, I need to wait. Really need to plan well.
2013 will be the most spending $ year.

Let's see what I'm going to spend.
1. Notes and past year.
2. Cny dinner which unavoidable since I'm the committee.
3. Academic trip. I'm willing to spend on it no matter how much.
4. Nogaps. I'm the committee too.
5. Australia trip which need to spend the most. But this the first time going oversea. ^^
6. Pharmakon. The first and last time buying it.
Had try my best to avoid joining anymore event and spend wisely.

Next year,
1. Bangkok trip. I really want to go.
2. Korea trip. This may be the graduation trip and I can't say no to Korea!

It looks like I really have to work during holiday.
I want to go out, have fun, eat holiao.. $$ I have to face the reality.