Don't force to do things that you don't like it. Do those you interested in.
But do I have a choice?

不与人比较，就发现自己其实还有很多时间。
一旦与人比较，发现自己将大祸临头。

Everyone is going to end their assignment while I haven't start to find any source of information. Won't you feel stress when seeing this?

我只想回家。我什么都不想做。可以让我自由吗？

家，为何你那么遥远？